A thought....

All my life I've felt I have lived, for a purpose. I am living to change the world. When I was a child I used to play and have missions with my imaginary friends that needed my help. That needed me. I miss them. For when I was young and filled with imagination, everything was easy. But things are different now, and I guess all I want is to go back to that state of mind. Even if it's just for one more day.

Growing up, I have forgotten that feeling of dreaming. To dream and think was my favorite thing to do. But now, I realize I have to act. I want to find my passion and I want to pursue a goal. I don't know what it is yet, but I have some ideas.

And after all these years, I cant hide the fact that I am scared to be alone. I don't like to be alone. And I've always felt my whole life, I was missing something. I want things to go right. But this time, I don't want to think about it. I just want to enjoy my time, and appreciate what and who I have. I want to fight this time. I want to make this work. I guess you can say this is my goal as of now. And I just want to make it come true.