All forever.

All is lost....All is gone...All alone in the sand....With all that is lost.
"I have nothing anymore"
My hands are dirty and my heart is broken. I could I have been so careless how could you have gone? I lay with my tears staining the earth. Oh how I miss your touch. You hands with so much warmth. How I lay precious in your arms. How I held your face in my hands and I kiss your soft lips. How my love for you is so unbreakable no one can harm it. I would feel so alone in this world without you. But yet now, all is lost. Was it just a dream? My destiny? But I want to chase my dreams I want to chase my destiny. For once I want to follow through with something that is worth fighting for.
I see light.
I feel a tug at my clothes. I turn and look behind me and staring up at me is a little boy.
"I know your face"
And when I look up, I see you coming towards me.
You come closer and closer. You come arms length in front of me....You say....
"All is not lost"
I stare at amazement. He is standing in front of me now, they both are.
"I told you, if you ran I would chase you"
I couldn't help but to smile.
All is not lost, he is here. He is the same as he was. He is the love of my life. I have not changed I am still here. I love him so much. He is so strong and brave. For he can save someone as precious as me. I run into his arms and place his face in my hand and kiss his soft lips. All was never lost.

my freedom

All I want you to do is understand. Just find that simple peace inside of you. I don't want to convince you I just want you to find it in yourself. I want you to feel the love I feel without working so hard. Just let go.

I need this place to survive. I need to find that inner glow in me I get when I come here. I'm not who I am if I do not come here. It holds my adventure my spirit. No one can take that away from me, no one will. I will not sit here and explain it to you if you do not understand it the way I do. I will simply go there without you.

You have to understand...This is who I am. I dream of dreams that cannot happen. I think of things that are not real. But I love that about me. Because I am not afraid to. I like to imagine and create things. That just my character. You will probably never understand and I don't care. Just let me do it, and don't laugh at me, don't put it down. For then I will not have respect for what you dream and admire.

Let me imagine and dream. Just let me be free.